Strongest

Sorry if this text is long, but I wanted to get everything out from my chest and I hope you read ‘til the end..

Here.

I won’t call you a bad person or say hurtful things, because I don’t want to hurt someone’s heart. I want you to live peacefully without having to remember anyone’s harsh words. Honestly, my heart does hurt, and it might take some time to heal. But even in that pain, I don’t want to lose control of myself just to release anger. I don’t want to become someone who hurts others just because I’ve been hurt.

I choose to stay calm, not because I feel nothing, but because I’ve learned that not every wound needs to be answered with another wound. Some things are better resolved by accepting them and slowly letting go. Maybe this is my way of keeping my self-respect, and also my way of honoring everything we once had.

And I respect your decision, even though it’s not easy for me. There are still many things I don’t fully understand, and many feelings that haven’t completely settled yet. But I realize I can’t force you to anything.

I also understand that what you’re going through right now isn’t easy. But I believe this is not the end of everything–just a part of your life that is changing direction.

I know you are a strong person, maybe even stronger than you realize. There’ll be other opportunities, and doors will open at the right time. As you said to me don’t give up just because this phase feels heavy, okay? It’s okay to feel tired, but please don’t stop moving forward.

Thank you for everything we’ve been through together–for the laughter that once felt so genuine, for the care that meant so much, and for every lesson that quietly made me stronger. I don’t regret any of it, because that’s where I learned about loving someone, about loss, and about acceptance. Yes, people come and go.

I’m sorry for all my mistakes–for the words that may have hurt you, for the times I didn’t understand you enough, and for the things I didn’t get the chance to fix. I know I’m not perfect, and maybe we were both just learning from that imperfection. Like the old chinese philosophy of Yin and Yang, nothing is ever completely whole without its flaws.

In the end, I just hope this decision truly leads you to something betterr, to the life you’ve been hoping for (I trust it). I’ll try to do the same for myself.

I hope you find your happiness. I hope so much. And for the last time, please take good care of yourself. Be careful in trusting others, and I hope life treats you more gently moving forward. In case one day if you want someone sincere in your life, don’t ever see yourself as worthless ok, because you matter to the right person. That’s it.

And about us, let this be an ending without hatred–just a story that has come to its end, about two people who once meant so much to each other, and then one of them chose to walk a different path. It’s all about the situation.

Oh, I’m not blocking you, no matter what you said to me earlier, because that’s not how I choose to heal as an adult. Yeah I know the risks as you said. But if you want to block me or cancelling your number (with reason behind it), that’s your choice. Don’t forget to be happy there ok. Be yourself.

Thank you for closure things this way, I mean for not ghosting me 🙏

I know you’re strong, it’s nice to meet you. Goodbye 💪